してほしい事をしてもらえず、それでも我慢してきた。けっこうキツかったよ。イライラをぶつけたりしたらそれがダサイ自分の黒歴史となりさらに自分を苦しめる、
もしかして私が一番欲しかったのはあなたからの言葉だった、言葉がもらえなくて分からなくなったから距離をとったこともあった
I didn't mean to lose control and take it out on you
But there are things I can't explain
Like havin' dreams come true
While all the world is sad and cold
Look at me and you
We have so much
Why don't I feel happy, baby?
I love you so much
Why can't we be happy?
Every time we have a fight
It hurts me through and through
And all at once I'm so unsure
What I'm supposed to do
Even so, I always know, I'll spend my life with you
We have so much
Why don't I feel happy, baby?
I love you so much
Why can't we be happy?
No one can satisfy
The needs in me but you
I try to speak my mind to you
But you don't hear me
I gotta get off by myself
And have a drink or two
'Cause lately I been so uptight
From what we're goin' through
To live without you would hurt, no doubt
I never wanted to
We have so much
Why don't I feel happy, baby?
I love you so much
Why can't we be happy?
Why can't we be happy / Joan Jett and the Blackhearts /1983